Saturday night Fever... LITERALLY...

Hi pple, well its really been some time since i come online n post about my life or rather whatever is happening. well i doubt that it will interest anyone. Here it goes...

since Jan 11th, i have been with this amazing girl aka my girlfriend(Lana).everyday i would like to see her and not get sick of it.I really dunno why but i just want to see her.Hehe.

Well talking about the Saturday night fever, yesterday i had to go to my HQ for the Ghost Festival Sort of Celebration thingy so it was till ard 6pm and Lana is at home waiting for the time for me to come back n go out.BUT Due to my mistake,I didnt tell her or rather give her an idea of roughly what time we will be meeting though i did mention that we were going catch a movie.Haha Ard 715pm, she msged me that she will be going out with friends and i panicked cos i know she must be irritated cos there was once i fell asleep n left her waiting till 11plus pm. so this time she got clever and she aint gona wait for me to call or what so ever cos from the msg, if she didnt add in any pet names, exp:sweetie,babe and etc.To me, i know something is wrong.. and i was right! Hiaks Hiaks, Im so damn crever! well, its my fault that i didnt get her a proper timing as to how long more that she will have to wait so i cant blame her for anything. so i have to persuade her *really hard* to cancel it. FInally i did it. While having FEVER. Hence, the title. so after sorting things out, hehe. i booked a pair of tics,to the movie, THE PROPOSAL.. Which was really funny and entertaining.Listen carefully to them to get their joke.Its damn funny and there will be parts where u will literally cry laughing.No JOkE!

Overall its was a good night though there happened to be a mini episode in the middle. Well for me,its nice to have her ard being able to spend time with her.Its good enough.

Question.

How to be the King Of Queens?

Dilemma.

It has already been three months,we are close together and I'm very happy for all these times.I have never been happier in my life.I never knew i can feel like this.I'm astounded and pleased to find out things about you that i never knew.

You say we are so close yet so far.I believe so. Why are you always thinking I'm like the other guys who are thinking of hurting you.I never once thought about a way to cheat,to hurt,to be unfaithful. All i have been thinking about is how to come up with ways to make you smile,make you happy,make you mine exclusively.

I dislike the feeling when I'm not with you but how can i stop you from doing your own things? i cant. its just up to you. What you think. I miss you so much though we seen each other just hours earlier. You may think its just for a few months.Then let me show you how much is my dedication to you.I'm not a well versed person.I can only show what i feel,how i feel.I can only show you.Sometimes,i find the lyrics in songs to tell you whats on my mind.Thats me.

You are so wonderful,its so nice being with you.Our past was horrid,our future is unknown.Tell me what you fear,let me show you I'm not what you fear. Someone to hurt you. I know its hard to tell you to believe me completely,im not going to do that.Let us do it slowly.why cant we? I believe we can do so. Think about how we are for the last few months. Don't tell me to go dating ever again.I dun wan to. My eyes only see you.Cant you accept the fact?

I dun regret any decisions i made.I've thought it through,i want to be with you and that's what i have been saying.I hope you will see from my eyes, what we look like from my eyes. We are great together. That's what i see all this time. I'm great on my own.I can do well on my own.And yes,I can survive without you and definitely if in the future we walk away from each other,time will heal us But why do you have to think about the downside of things all the time? when things ha vent happened?And from all these time,we've been spending every single day together.Isn't it amazing? I cannot say that we wun argue over matters, we will. We fight,we make up.That's what gonna make us stronger.

I know that you experienced alot that made you build up walls to protect yourself.I know.I really understand. Will you let me slowly be just a lil part of your wall?Slowly let me into ur circle,take ur time to put ur faith in me.im not asking to let it be all at once.Just a lil faith that we can and have the possiblilities to make it together.

If we go separate ways,yes we will be fine, we will be getting on fine But we couldnt have been better if we are together.

Time spent with you has been so enjoyable.I didnt expect all these. I have already told myself that i dun wan anymore of this shit back then till you came along and change everything.What Im feeling isnt becos of loneliness,isnt for companionship,isnt for a warm body to hug at night.Its not.

I want to be with you and thats what ill work for the day that you will be exclusively mine.
Its becos of you,Just you.

Thoughts of my Sweet Lovely,

Like the Leaves from the Trees,I've fallen.
I have no desire to be someone I'm not.
Hope you accept me for my good and bad.
I feel great when I'm with you.You make me better when i can do well on my own.
You made a real person out of me when you remind of how lousy i am at times.
I will slip and fail and make you angry all over again but its all because I'm just human.
You may think that its all 'Cliche' but i speak of what i want to say.
I may not say some thoughts at times and caused us fights
Still, HOW WONDERFUL LIFE IS WHEN YOU'RE IN THE WORLD.
You always say Guys go to the same school as Guys always say the same sweet nothings.
I'm not saying I'm special or exceptional.I'm saying to look at me and see me through your eyes and not through past experiences as no individual is the same.
I want to spend every single minute of my time with you and take care of you.
I might be dumb at some ways of taking care or showing my concern for you but my heart long for you.

You Found Me.

Where have you been?With all the wrong Guys?
I have lost faith in Love as i find it too much of a game to play.
Till the day you walked into my life i came alive.I see colors again like i never knew it would be.
Never knew ill see this day or even feel like this.
Nothing to do with being single for so long and just want to get into a relationship without thinking straight.No,That's not me.
I only see one woman when I'm in love and i just want to give all of my time to you.
Just a little faith in me to see, all my flaws and qualities. One of them will be my dedication to you.
You say you are still nice n still not shown your Wrath.Show me then for i would see so to decide to stay or leave.COME WHAT MAY is what ill say.
Your Eyes,Your smiles,and your sensitivity.
Is not just the things i see.
I felt and see the real you.I know how is it you can be.I don't care how shitty you made it up to be.

You are worth all my efforts and tries.My time,my thoughts and my feelings.

You asked one day if I'm afraid that you will just stand n leave,ill tell you then
speak not of uncertainties,look on the bright side n think about the possibilities.
Convincing you to put down your guard will not be easy.
As it may all sound cheesy.
Take your time to put your faith and see the differences in me.
You worry that i will not take your Wrath and we are not compatible.
How will that be for we are closer then we can ever be.

*I'm Yours,

You freaked out when i mention gatherings,If that's what you are afraid of then it shall not be spoken of.

I don't care what others think,For this is purely Our Thing.

Love can be an amazing thing from what i see.
Don't ask me what Love is to me.
Love,Just is.
Put your hand on me.
I'll hold them tight n not let you fall,ill be glad to be YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL.
Don't think we are spending too much time with each other,time is never on our side.
Times we have i cant replace and cant forget.
For all its was a beautiful gallery.

A poet i try to be but seems i just cant be.These are definitely not CUT AND PASTE.
Words i written just don't rhyme as they purely THOUGHTS of a simple mind.
Beautified because of you. You turned it into a Beautiful mind.

Here i put my thoughts in lines,I do hope you can read my mind.
Don't Distance yourself away from me,Step In closer and lean to me.
Let us be what we can be.Put your little faith in me.
Take your time to trust in me.
For i will prove that i will be.


Walk with me and you will soon to see.

Guys and Girls.

Someone special.

Since mid Jan '09, i have been very very happy. I found someone who actually can go along with my rubbish,my silly jokes,my unrelated jokes outta the blue and the best thing is that she can know what im talking about.How delightful.! Haha I just cant stop thinking of her smile, her gentle kisses, her hugs and all the little things she did for me. Its just so sweet.It seems that i have been looking high and low but she is just right there.
For Ten Years we had been friends,i knew her as friend and now i will have to know her more as my other girlfriend.Im gona ask for her to be my Girlfriend exclusively.Finding a day to do so and i hope this coming Valentine's day is a good day.

Everything seems alright when im with her.I guess this is how you feel when you are in love.
*smile*

This is the first entry in 2009 and you are the reason i wanted to write all over again.

Its been awhile,

Lately, i got into Photography. Surveyed n brought a Canon Eos 450D.I named her Cammy. I guess its pretty good to have a hobby then laze ard one corner,do nothing. Well. Kinda Thanks to My Distant Cousin Ciceda who got me into the world of Photography. I Realised that taking photos could be so much fun.Didn know that!The sastifaction is really great when u see u get a great pic that expressed ur thought but then AGAIN, i need alot of practise to be able to let pple feel or know wat im seeing at the point of time the pic was taken. good luck to me. MY current love would be Cammy.Im Bring her out wherever im going.We had a great Friday night at One Fullerton, Esplanade and Empress Place.We Present to you some of the Pics we took that night. Enjoy, Comments welcome. :-)